niwae, today i nearly got drunk. during our break, me,joyce,kate,nikka,justine,kenneth,aaron,paolo,jb,kevin and papa dom went drinking nearby our skul. its called YOLANDA. nikka recommended da place to us. it was a kewl place. after a few shots, me and joyce stopped cos we coudnt take it anymore. and we hab to go back to skul later and we cant go back drunk if not we will get offence. kate kept on vomitting in da toilet and wen i was banging da door to ask her to get out and i kept on laughing. i didnt noe why. hahaha. but i was tryin ma best not to tink tt i was drunk cos im afraid of it to happen again. i hate being drunk. SERIOUSLY! hahaha. went back to skul to tour our newly open museum. by da tym we went back, we were quite ok already. and we didnt want anyone to noe tt we went drinking or sumthin. after touring we went back to class to mark attendance. right after dat, we went to joseph's dorm. it was nice and neat for a guy. seriously. i tink his dorm is neater than ma dorm. hahas. slacked there for awhile and went off straight home after tt. :)
Saturday, July 29, 2006 @ 8:04 PM
aaaaarrggh!!! yesterday was ma freakin bad day!!! i was so damn pissed wif dis guy in the western union bank. cos ma dad send me money cos i finished all ma allowance. so i hab no choice but to ask him for money. i simply cant kol ma mum, if not she'll nag at me for spending all ma money in jus a click. i jus cant take it, wen i see delicious food, i'll simply grab money from ma wallet and buy it.oh yeah, wat happened yesterday was tt da guy in da bank said i cant take ma money cos its not more than 3000pesos, but wat i saw from da currency is, if it is more than 51 dollars i can take money. but my dad sent me more than tt. and i told him tt ma dad sent more than 51 dollars. and he fucking told me tt i still cant take ma money. i was so fucking pissed wif him tt i called ma dad. then ma dad told me to pass da fone to him so tt he can tok to him. wen i passed da fone to him, he dunt want to tok ma dad. i dunt noe for wat reason. he's such an ASS!!!! while tokin to ma dad, i was already cryin cos i tot i coudnt get da money. and i kept on shouting at him tt ma dad sent more than tt. all different types of words jus keep on comin out from ma mouth. cos he jus kept on sayin cannot. i was so fucking angry wif him. then after a few mins, another guy came to entertain me, he said tt i can take da money already. WAT DA FUCK!!! i got more angry and i threw my skul i.d at him. cos they nid ma i.d to identify whether its really for me. wen i got da money, i told dem '' WHY MAKE THINGS SO HARD FOR ME WEN I CAN ACTUALLY TAKE MA MONEY!!''
fuck dem lah! stupid people wif no brains! i tink they didnt understand wat i was sayin.
wat are they tryin to do? wanna fool around. ey fuck lah. i was really so damn pissed off wif tt guy. i will neba go back to dat fucking bank again. lucky ma dormates were there wif me to help me cool down. cos i felt lyk i was having a high blood pressure already. after tt, we went to Jollibee. bought maself a meal jus to make maself feel gud. hais. WAT A REALLY BAD DAY FOR ME! :(
Friday, July 28, 2006 @ 7:03 PM
wasted two days of my tym in da dorm. we actually hab no class for two freakin days. we had no class on monday cos da president said so. i dunt noe wat shit they had to do tt day.it was raining badly on tuesday. heavy rain and super duper strong wind. damn cooooold on tt day. due to the flood in other places, we actually hab no class. and we hab our own television at last! wee!~ so we were not dat bored on tt day cos we hab the television to accompany us.
yesterday was da college of science grand assembly. tot it was gona be fun. but it turned out to be fuckin boring! da moment only happened wen my class performed. they werw so kewl. white was their theme. OOOOOHHH! i was so happy to see them perform. and my class were screamin their lungs out. especially da guys. hahaha. after their performance, we actually left the grand stand. went back to da dorm and studied for my NSTP.
missing them lotsie..
Thursday, July 27, 2006 @ 12:11 PM
INTRO in skul today was quite fun. did introducing ourself again. and wat i said was stupid. cos i really didnt noe wat to say already. i didnt want to tok much tagalog cos i was afraid tt i will cock up wif da words again. GRRRRRR!did roleplays abt being a GUD and BAD lasallian. da teacher dismissed us early today. we were so darn happy. especially da guys. cos all they tink of is jus PLAY DOTA! DOTA! DOTA! guys from my classroom really crazy over DOTA. aiyoh.
went malling wif joyce,nikka,rise,kenneth,joseph,justine,papa dom and paulo @ SM PALA PALA. kate was supposed to tag along but in da end she has to mit her bf. took a group foto at KODAK studio. it looks kewlie and nice. I LOIKE! i shall post it in here nxt tym. hahahas. walked arnd then we decided to go to da arcade. UNBELIEVABLE FOR RACHELLE TO GO THERE! but it was fun though. joseph played the latest dancemania. and he was so DARN expert. we were lyk screamin and cheerin so loud lyk mad kids!! lyk OOOOHH JOSEPH! GO JOSEPH!!
went home wif joyce. reached home arnd 6pm. saw kuya aldien outside ma house. so i went out and chatted wif him. it was nice tokin to him. toked abt his past and stuff. went back home and went online.
toked to claudia on skype. soon after tt, malik joined us. saw malik on da webcam. and seriously MALIK U HAB GROWN FAT. i tink u look ok in dat look. dunt get fat anymore or u'll get worse. if not she wunt lyk u. hahas. niwae, i miss tokin to malik on da fone during late at nyt. havin conference wif da guys till early morning. MALIK I MISS UR HORNY VOICE!!! hahaha.
tmr will be another brand new day for me. WEE!~ hoope my day will turn out gud even w/o my frens. jus wanna say, i love u guys alot.
will u ever appreciate me jus lyk how u appreciate her?..
Saturday, July 22, 2006 @ 10:41 PM
PRELIMS ARE OVER! wee!~ i can rest my brain at last. i wanna feel happy, but i simply cant. my frens are not wif me to enjoy.miss my family
miss my bestfrens claudia and yiwen
miss min,ayul and arif
i seriously wana go back singapore as soon as possible. altho i hab adjusted to the environment in here, i still miss singapore alot. yea, im closer to my dormates now. but still i dunt feel da happines lyk how i feel wen im wif my frens in singapore. i hate it wen im away frm them. WTH. so many things always come in ma mind. i miss my frens craps. hais. FUCK! dat freakin guy jus keep on comin back to ma mind. i dunt noe why. WTF lah. i feel so stupid tinkin of him. cos its really not worth it. but he jus keep comin back. freak him!!! aaarrgggh! he's makin me go mad.
i made myself happy, by buying a new handbag,new earrings and a silicon for my hp. tts the only way i can make myself happy.
tmr, i hab skul. got this thing for our skul intro. i dunt noe wat it is abt. stupid thing. dun want to attend it. but i hab to if not i will get low marks. might be meeting anais dis week. goin to swim at vineyard wif her. niwae, i was made a godmother again. hahaha. kewl ryt. got so many godchildren already. feel so old sia. hahaha. :)
miss them badly...
Friday, July 21, 2006 @ 7:38 PM
PRELIMS ARE COMIN! oh gosh. and im not totally prepared yet. OOOPSIE. next week are ma prelims. hahas. :)mondayskul as normal. as usual, i was late for da first class. my classmates always go lyk, ''rachelle, ur stayin in da dorm and ur always late for da first class.'' ummm. wat to do. tt is jus so me.
tuesday,only had two subjects for tt day, and one of them is physical fitness. called claud. only get to tok to her for awhile. after p.e, we had dance practice at our grandstand. me and some of my classmates are gona perform for our college grand assembly.
wednesday, i only hab half day of skul due to the weather. so class were suspended. went to SM wif my classmates, kate and joyce. we went to videoke. was fun though. hahas.
thursday,CLASS WAS SUSPENDED! yeah. obviously due to da weather again. NO LONG QUIZ FOR NSTP AND ALGEBRA. cos i haben studied on tt two subjects. sumthin bad happened to ma dormate. kinda scary.i shall not say it now cos im alone. hahas.
and now, im at home. had ma long quiz for algebra. i was havin a very bad headache while doin the paper. SHIT! my mind was blank wen the paper was given to me and i didnt answered any question wif confident not even a single question! WTH!
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i've been feeling dis way for da past few days. its strange. really. out of da blue, i miss him. i dunt noe why. i miss his kisses and hugs. i seriously dunt noe why. kept tinkin of him. da tyms we spent together. its lyk i feel he is close to me. i feel tt i wan to hab him in my arms again. eventhough he has hurt me, i still dunt hold grudges against him. hais. wat a life i hab. he jus keep coming back to ma life. tot things will be totally diff for me. but still im tinkin of him. he really made my a life a mess!!
niwae, pics will not be update yet. cos my USB is in singapore. hab to wait till ma mum comes back. but i shall post da pics i took at our swimming pool wif my cousins. :)
aren't we HOT?!

lovely us

NICE?

anyway, dis are da girls i relly miss most. i miss them lotsie!!

Friday, July 14, 2006 @ 10:08 PM
my week was ok. jus tt, i've been expecting sumthin and its really not happening already. hais. damn sad.niwae, last wednesday, we had a freshman party. was damn kewl. lots of jamming. different students from different college performed. and i seriously LOVED IT! lots of jumping and screaming. some of my classmates tink i was goin crazy. cos i was really jumping and screamin my lungs out. dis only comes once in awhile. so im takin the opportunity to vent it out. but actually it wasnt enuf at all. altho it was happening tt nyt, somehow i still feel i didnt enjoy to da fullest. cos u noe why? ma frens aren't there wif me to enjoy. aaaaarrrggh~! hais. went back to dorm and find out ma other dormates didnt went for the party. ate my dinner. then my two other dormates decided we go to the balcony. went there and we can actually see across lasalle. houses and lightings. and saw this boy across shouting at us and askin for our names. we actually gave him a fake name. hahaha. chit chat here and there. till 11 plus, we went back and slept.
today, during foundations of christianity, we watched prince of egypt. i actually fell asleep cos i watched it for a few tyms already. we were not supposed to slip. cos we hab to write a summary abt it. but since i've watched it, its ok for me. hahaha.
i've been feeling homesick for da past few days. kept on looking at ma videos and pictures. i jus feel lyk goin back singapore. I WANNA GO BACK! I HATE IT HERE!
Saturday, July 08, 2006 @ 12:20 AM
ma weekend was fun. tts all i can say. spent tym wif anais. went malling at SM Bacoor. walked arnd. window shopping. movie. watched The fast and The furious 2 (tokyo drift). it was darn nice! will not regret watching it. went home alone. kinda scary cos not used to travel arnd this way. but i hab to do this. so i got no choice..missing them. . .